Federal Road Policia

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In a rainy and very cold night of the month of June of 2004, I met under a viaduct in the Highway President Dutra lying, without route some without having for where going, absolutely without nobody, then I started to reflect a little in the life, of the time still remained that me, and coincidently appeared of the nothing to my side one another one andarilho, that immediately if he installed under the viaduct and he started if to shave e, spoke well repetidamente that in the following day it would be its anniversary and for this reason it had that to be well, therefore the people would come to singing the congratulations for it, as I he was without effect of drugs and without making alcohol use already they made some days, I found such attitude funny and I started to inquire me exactly, if it has somebody that will come tomorrow to its meeting, for being its anniversary, for that then somebody would also not come to my meeting, at this moment I caught loaned per some minutes its piece of mirror and with difficulty I looked at myself through that small espelhinho and I frightened myself to seeing me reflected in it, started to perceive how much it was destroyed, ugly, wrinkled, edentate, full of marks for the face, spotted of the sun and the cold, and soon I asked, it will be that I still would have some possibility to come back to live the life, or little of life that perhaps remained me, in this exactly instant I arose myself, half idiot for the decurrent weakness of lacks of adequate feeding and I started with certain difficulty to look in my return, to see where I met, he delayed one thirty minutes and I then gave on account that he was in Caapava, however I it much time behind liveed with my country in Taubat and soon I decided to come back toward this city and arriving there, to look for somebody of the family, I wise person if my parents still were not livings creature and if they were, I I did not have the certainty if he would be accepted in return or not, but he did not cost to try I was then determined to initiate walked mine, already he was late of the night but the homesickness inexplicably in that instant was very intense, and started then to head for city of Taubat, in this same night I remembers perfectly when I passed in front of the rank of Federal Road Policia, I perceived that the guards were lanchando and I was ' ' azul' ' of hunger, therefore already he would have to make one two or three days that nothing did not eat absolutely, but I did not have conditions to ask for nothing nobody, therefore it was dirty cabeludo, bearded and with a strong odor, I age literally or I was in the one conditions andarilho of a beggar who did not take bath the months, was cliente of this fact and for this reason I was quietinho in mine I sing, where then I decided to wait a bit in the behind street of the Rank of Policia, the moment that they (the guards) were to play in the garbage the remaining portions of the snacks, at this moment I then would have one small possibility to eat some thing to gain disposal and to follow trip, of this time was different for me I felt that it was very humilhante to have that if to submit to these conditions, even so this if it has become routine in my life, but at that moment was being difficult for me, very did not delay one of Police the lode with a full tray of food remaining portions and deposited inside of a garbage brass and entered in return for the rank, at this moment was come close to this container and vi that had food sufficiently, even so it was remaining portions but was of good quality and was to mine to see clean, my hunger after saciado, followed my destination in direction the Taubat, with many difficulties and without no cent in the pocket, after three days eating remaining portions of food and some bread pieces and taking water, I obtained to arrive in my destination that was Taubat, as I already knew well this pretty city, was direct for a shelter of the City hall, where I could take a good bath to make the beard, to cut the hair and after that I obtained to also gain a pants, a clean shirt and a pair of shoes, and at to this moment I felt me new of new, it made much time one fifteen years that I had lost the dignity, but was determined to retake it of new, and this very good age, I obtained to congregate forces, I took off some information and I was to the meeting of my genitors, for my bigger surprise, when I arrived of front the house where I liveed with my parents, I had an inexplicable sensation of enthusiasm happiness, of wanting to recoup everything what I lost, but also felt at the same time concern, therefore he wanted to find my mother and my father still livings creature and forts and I touched then the bell of the house and for my bigger surprise who lode to take care of to me was my beloved mezinha, in this instant it looked at for me it recognized and me instantaneously and it took enormous a scare, therefore he found that I never more would come back toward house, was very emotive he hugged me to it and he cried of happiness and soon we enter and I then gave of meeting with my father that was super happy seeing in me and soon already it caught the telephone and it bound for my brother giving the good news, I confess that I did not feel falseness in the reactions of my familiar, them I had really demonstrated they loved that me and they were happy with my return. .

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